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People put you down enough you start to believe it... the bad stuff is easier to believe, you ever notice that?-Pretty Woman



wowww i love that quote its 100%accurate! honestly people are 100 times more likely belive bad things rather than good things =/ and it sucks! i for one am not ! hahah yeah okay . nah but for real i belive in myself and if someone else doesn't i dunn care becausee my life does NOT revolve around anyone except for ME =). SO im listening to nikol nikprelaj right now holllaaaaaa suzi nga tuzi =) this reminds me of summer ! i can;'t wait till summer wh0o0o0o0o00o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o00o0o0o0o
so im going to europe this summmerrr hollaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa . kosova &malsia 07 kiddddd =) im so happyyy , i can';t wait.
wh0o0o0 , im in sucha happy moood that i don;t think anyone can breakk me =) .
i can;t wait till midterms are over , summers almost here , after midterm week schools gonna be a breeze, because all of my regents are this coming week the only one in june is in us history , and that is a no brainer ! i can just picture summer , god its gonna be great ! and next january im outttaaa highschool =) ..... anywayss until tomorow ! muah!

For the first time heaven seemed insane. Because heaven was to blame, for taking you away <3
may you rest in peace chris, you didn't deserve this but i guess this is life and there are no explanations. god bless you and your family <3>

may angels lead you in <3rip Christopher Caiazzo 1/9/07

so ive come up with an idea for this blog, im going to start every blog with a quote just cause i feel like it and like i said i live my life through quotes =)


It's been a bad day.. Another bad day and all I want to do is look at you and know I'm okay -Something Corporate

rain , rain go away , come again another day =( its raining AGAIN! its already a bad day i can feel it. its day one. which means double science and double ap english back to back =) oh lumi un per vet ! lucky me right yeah i know try and contain your laughter . this weekend sucked, i was nothing but pissed off the entire 72 hours . Usually it sucks cuz i spend most of my weekened cooped up in el famiglio , but this weekend was especially worse cuz i kept getting blamed for everything i didn't do , and when you mess up at el famiglio its BIG PROBLEMO BUDDY.
then cade fell off the fridge and all was right with the world hahaha =) he kills my life , seriously he makes working there fun. I feel really bad though cuz i think he really hurt his hand =/ . ummmmmmmmmm its january 8th and a certain best friend of mine should be visiting me very very soon .... i hope =/ so im on 5 hours of sleep , im going to hurt the next person who talks to me because TODAY I DO N0T FEEL LIKE TALKING! AT ALL! NOT EVEN ALITTLE BIT! NUK DUA ! YA HEARD? the only thing i feel like doing is having a million and one stooges, thats about it , and going to michigan. i feel like going to michigan , wish i could drive cuz i would just leave right now, too bad i can't and too bad the one person i would go for isn't even there, hes 4,500 miles away right now, hope hes having fun =) ahem , not. i miss him =( ....
i feel like the squirrels that so often run in front of our car & then stand paralyzed in the forward crunch of the tires. i’m torn between the compulsion to run & the urge to stand still & hope the danger will pass -Koren Zailckas, Smashed .................. that basically sums up how i feel today ...
everything sucks, schools killing my life and nothing else seems to be going right either. everyones just always on top of me, talking to me, asking me questions JESUS CHRIST CANT THEY SHUT UP ? EVER? and then theres the one person i need to talk to except can't get in touch with , yeah i know. i have N0 LUCK , I HAVE TO THE BE THE UNLUCKIEST PERSON IN THE ENTIRE WORLD. YEAH SO THIS IS WHATS ITS LIKE TO BE TEE DUNHILLY.

heyyyy =) so its 2;00 saturday jan 6th and i just woke up . I'm on the computer typing this and my mother is currently screaming at me in albanian to go clean the house. i swear to god theres never a moment of rest while this woman is in the house. im sick! being sick sucks! especially since i can NEVER seem to get sick during the week, no GOD FORBID , i always manage to do it on the weekends . i have work in 2 hours and i have no ride ! G R E A T , my cousin wont pick up the phone i think im going to hurt him when i see him =) just causeeeee he likes to be a meanie and hang up on me ! i've been going crazy this past month , people have just been driving me CRAZY ! AHEM! .
alright g2g cuz mama dukes is gonna bugg out .
t0otles!

DAY 0NE - FRIDAY JANUARY 5TH 2007

Hi , welcome to Tee Dunhilly's blog. A day in the life of an albanian girl. So I'm sixteen years old, albanian catholic and living in New York, trust me it's nothing special. Being a city girl at heart living in upstate sucks! however in time you get used to it ,unfortunatly. UMMM OKAY, lets begin with my life, i'm one of five ,the youngest in the family therefore i am the one to get yelled at for anything and everything that goes wrong in the house. It's okay don't feel bad , i'm used to it. I have three sisters and one brother all of whom seem to think they are my mothers and fathers. Yeah I have 6 parents =) isn't that just
GRREAT ! SIKE! .......
ALRIGHT SO its a friday and i have work after school , yes ! im jumping for joy! demek! i work at el famiglio =) family restaurant and its nice at times and then something goes wrong and i have to answer to my cousin. So its raining, cold and its gross outside. I DESPISE winter , with a passion. I LIKE SUMMER, I'M A SUMMER BABY =) AND I ADORE 85 DEGREE WEATHER , JUST LOUNGING AROUND AND BEING LAZY.
About Me : I'm loud. I enjoy life. I belive life is short and every moment should be treated like it is your last. "Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today." - james dean was a smart man . By the way i live my life in quotes. I belive love is the greatest gift you will ever recieve and a life without love is empty and worthless cause lets face it if you love no one and no one loves you whats the point of being in this world alone. i mean you were brought in it alone , and your going to leave alone so why spend all that precious time in between alone as well? i think distance makes the heart grow fonder. i'm a feminist. strength and determination are two words i would use to describe myself. i love albanian music , i love my heritage i would never want to be anything but albanian ,although i would love to tweak a little baggage that comes with it =/ . I'm honest and quite frankly im blunt , if you ask me my opinion its going to be me 100%.
im a very proud person , im optimistic , i try and see good where others only see bad. i just started watching greys anatomy and i SWEATTTTTTTTT IT ! =) - At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. That's how we're made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them. - GREYS ANATOMY.......

BY THE WAY I AM CATCHING PNEUMONIA AS WE SPEAK . AND THIS MY FRIENDS IS WHY UPSTATE IS WACK! WE CAN'T EVEN AFFORD TO TURN UP THE STEAM ! SHEEEEEEEESHHH!

.... my best friend tells me im crazy, and that im in love with love , that could quite possibly be true . i hate cynics and pesimists. And they wonder why all the bad things happen to them , dur! be happy once in a while and maybe then good things will come to you .....
anyway i'll continue this later cause the bell just rang .
hope whoever reads this enjoys my ranting =)


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